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Marissa (゚ー゚;, 22, mujer, Países Bajos
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  • cassey_connors

    and yeah! Lol! :D gifs with Nagase and Maruchan are hilarious :D Dorks! :D ♥ Those that you made from "Yakushiji" you've made for me, I'll use them later. when there's an appropriate moment for that beauty. For my heart is too ugly now. Tell me when you watch "Kaba DVD" okay? I'm in the middle of watching it and need to share emotions with ya! :D Anyway, these were my replies, and as it comes out I should've replied before~ Sorry for that once again v_v Anyway! Take care! I'm going to have some rest now. See ya! Love and hugs for you, babe! ♥♥

    10 May 8:12 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    And have you listened to "Kaba" by now? :D I love "Jinsei wo Katarazu" sooo much! ♥♥ And it's Yoshida Takuro san's song! ;o that man is incredible ;w; ♥ Have you seen journals? I love how his style is gradually changing into something refreshing once again~ *_* I'm thinking of buying pink jeans now! :D How is that person's got a better sense of fashion than most of females nowadays! ;y; Though it'll take me longer to get used to "Kaba". Maybe because there's anxiety in my heart nowadays I cannot listen to those songs. Instead, I'm listening to "Rosso E Azzurro" now. /sigh Well, everything's gonna be alright anyway! I truly believe in that~ Because life cannot be that bad, dude! Because people like Tsuyo exist. People like you exist. And many more, about the existence of I don't even know! But they live, thy breathe, they go through hard times and survive. Somehow, thinking in that way releases my heart a bit.

    10 May 8:03 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    >>If I look back to his first single ‘’Machi’’ I’d think it was honest as hell. How he felt back then and how he saw the world… << Oh. Yeah. you know, honest_as_hell is exactly what once can say about this song. I've cried like a pussy when heard it in the ending of the first episode of "Yume no California". Because I didn't expect to hear it. And in the end of every episode, that song was just a culminating point. All the feels about that song are just ;www; And omg were there ever moments when Tsuyo was trying too hard so that he even caused second hand embarassment? :D Don't remember any, lol! Tell meh~ :B and ahh you've wanted to make a gif of that touch during YOU con XDD that's sooo niiice and cute 8DD if you still want to make it i'll tell you the moment~ it's okay if you don't anymire! lol! 8D

    10 May 7:54 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    "No Longer Human" is going to be read! Later. Cause now I'm overly depressed and just don't wanna turn my thoughts into a deeper despair. And oh! This : " And Tsu being able to do everything down to the last detail, I think he does that and other things so well, cuz he’s really doing -what I think- he’s supposed to do in this life. That’s why when we ever find what we love doing and can give our everything for it, that we’ll be just as good as Tsu, but in different ways. " you've cleared it up for me. You know, as when you feel the answer, but cannot form that into words and then you've just cleared it up by words. I agree with you so much. Hopefully, there'd be something we'd do in a same great way someday! I'd love to find myself. And wish that for you, too. and Here: "Maybe Tsu had to hold back bits of himself back then?" you're magician! Aren't you? you've made it clear once again. I agree with this statement.

    10 May 7:46 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    I will just change opinion. I know that's stupid! But... Sometimes it's too hard to say your pain in words. Would you believe that? I'm silent about it and just start to act in a different way with that person. And that's what is happening now, too. That's not a quarrel; perhaps, misunderstanding. And you know what I do? Start to search the reason in my own actions. That's so stupid, because that person wouldn't count herself as a guilty one. Then why should I feel bad about that? You know one of the former friends of mine once told me that "you're too silent. SPEAK. You're a person too! You shouldn't sacrifice your right to speak for somebody." and those are words of a person with whom we've never been too close and even sincere, but she understood those things. And now the person I've done so much for is acting as if there's no ME in here, as if I have no right to SPEAK. Maybe it's not my fault even, but I think too_much. Sorry for talking about this in here, sorry. Just..came out.

    10 May 7:41 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    yeah! Narod used to take a few hours to get DLed XD I haven't DLed few last episodes of Tenshi ga kieta machi ;--; Hopefully will DL it soon~ and oh! >>I myself don’t get shocked really that much either. Simply cuz I understand too much…<<- that's exactly what I feel. and about being able to put yourself in their shoes, yeah. Oh. Sometimes I try to act as if I'm schoked and such, but usually it doesn't come naturally ._. Actually, when people are good to me- that's what can shock me! I'll even stand there, flabbergasted at that, unable to move or to say a proper words. Or just end up being sarcastic in order to cover my awkwardness and a bit of shame. I don't know how to act " as a girl", like you know, girls... they scream, they laugh with an open mouths, they are cute and such. and they're bithches. I dunno how to perform even a half of these actions, and I'm 20! that scares me. The big problem is that even when I'm offended/hurt by actions of my friends, I dont' say that into face.

    10 May 7:34 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    So, your PC is doing alright now, ne? :D And I guess you won't have to use Microsoft Word in order to reply me anymore~ :B tho that was cute somehow ;w; I haven't lost any files on my PC (thanks to that dude, a friend of my sis, he saved everything in my PC and even copied files to his HDD, who knows why...) I'm running out of memory again! I've been watching western films again lately. Like, have you seen "1+1"( Intouchables)? It's so goood. I can't even say in words how good that movie is! Or "Fanstasic Mr. Fox" by Wes Anderson (the same director who shot "Moonrise kingdom" I told you about) It's fantastic!! Really *_* I've never thought I'm gonna love a cartoon shot by American :D It's quite different from what you'd usually expect~ It's touching. You should totally watch it! Seriously. I was lulled by it yesterday. I also began to watch "Where the wild things are", going to finish it sometime soon~ Have you seen it?

    10 May 7:09 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    I was actually going to reply you today :D this year's almost over. Well, at least our classes and only finals are left! But today I'm going to do nothing except for eating, watching film, reading and relazing ~ :D and finally replying! :D So, how have you been? :3

    10 May 6:59 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    どうしたんだい?

    10 May 6:57 Responder
  • MCRxCORE

    TEARS ON TAPE IS GELEAKED WILL SEND YOU RAR! :D

    8 Abr 8:42 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    Haha, one month since the last shout here! Heya, Marissa-tyan~ ♥ :D How are you doing? Just leaving a quick reply here, tomorrow's International Fair I'm going to take a part in. So, I guess I'll be more or less free afterwards, and then I'll reply to everyythiing~ ^^ And P.S. I put one of your gifs, and O.M.G. you even write my name on it! That simple gesture just won my heeeaaart~ You're the best! Thank youuu~ ♥♥ See ya! Take care, na~ ♥

    16 Mar 12:59 Responder
  • MCRxCORE

    wuuttttt :/ dat is echt fucked! :/ volgende keer gaan we gewoon weer hoor ^__^beloofd!

    12 Mar 9:26 Responder
  • MCRxCORE

    jezus nog steeds niet gefixt T_T dear lord wat een prutser zeg! yay miss zitten we dan eens samen in de trein XD teminste geen weirdo's meer naast me! :D ken je morgen? ik heb wel nds files :D ik speel nu via een nds emulator op me pc XD pokemon verslaafd ftw! maar zit daar z'on kaartje in waar je spelletjes op kan zette? want dan kan ik dat wel doen :) en ik heb idd ook een ds XD heb alleen pokemon diamond daarvoor ( ik moet nog steeds eens z'on kaartje ervoor kopen) :') maar ja idd HIM <333 ze hebben gister amerikaanse tourdates vrijgegeven dus ik zat al van ASSHOLES DOE EU TOUR ;__; is ook al weer bijna 4 jaar geleden dat we ze hebben gezien Ö maar kest morgen XD ?

    20 Feb 9:42 Responder
  • MCRxCORE

    ten eerste: Your musical compatibility with Sokstof is MEDIUM Music you have in common includes Adam Lambert, My Chemical Romance, DIR EN GREY, Howard Shore and Alexandre Desplat. :( :( :( MEDIUM!? dear lord... ten tweede : hoe ist met je pctje XD ? en ga je de opleiding nog doen :)? we kunnen in de vakantie wel bijpraten ik heb de hele week vrij :) ?

    18 Feb 9:39 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    you're welcome about that B-day message! ♥ REally! I wish I could do something for you, like, hand-made or anything.. 8D glad for being perfectly in time XD glad you had fun that very day ;) and yeah I think you're charismatic, just reading your messages always makes me laugh and smile a lot ;) I think you're sweet ;w; and I like that you can be sarcastic XD because actually, I don't trust people who can't be sarcastic. it's not fun and I mean.. how is it possible to stay serious and 100% honest in our society?:) So, I'm finishing this long replies XD You won;t die replying to them , will you? :) :D whenever you can, is OK! :D at least drop me a message on twitter from time to time~ Hope to hear from you before the winter ends! Cause the next season is going to be so beautiful ♥ My heart is starting to fill up with warmness and dreamy feelings. I will be able to breath deep and lively soon. Wish that for you too! Cause we only live once, don't we ;") ♥

    16 Feb 11:34 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    aaaand about making a gif for meh! WOW! :DD really?! You'd love to do that? *_* That's awesome! ;W; I'd love to see, really ~ for last.fm if you want to XD I'm not good with programs and software :\ I guess my cerebral hemisphere works not in that direction XD lolol~ being lame, as always~ :D OMGF, so you've watched cloud atlas!! you know, the other people were just flabbergasted with it XD and I didn't really know how to response to those pompous impressions of theirs XD >_>" I felt a bit uneasy. but yeeaaah, "Hobbit"! ♥ me too, can't wait to see the rest parts! Everything about it was just beautiful ;w; ♥ I'm glad that the book I was a fun of in my childhood has gotten a chance to be filmed. "kiwi" is a name given to me by a friend of mine XD she also used to call me "Ivson", but it sounds much more like... Epson, right? |D and I'm glad you're not mad about my creeping on your tumblr... xD

    16 Feb 11:28 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    yes, I actually regret that I've known from the beginning the ending of Summer Snow. I wish I could feel all the pain in the end. .__. I WISH. and when he was beside her bed as spirit I've started to feel that there was something different. So, I almost knew the truth. But it didn't make it easier. I wept. I want to re-watch it now T_T ♥ I'm glad it's not real Tsuyoshi, because it could be. Damn... and yes, you're right. Everyone has that- acting differently in certain cases. Me and you, we are also supposed to have that. I think so. But it's kind of different when I think about it now. I mean, I wouldn't be able to act this good even if I was an actress. But Tsuyoshi can. At least this kind of personages. I still dunno what to think about Remote anyway |D I should finish it, but now I don't feel like doing so. :\ Koichi and Kyoko were probably cute there, yeah. it's just that... they weren't born for those roles XD

    16 Feb 11:20 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    and yes I've heard that Tsuyo's going to release a new album! "Yasashisa wo mune ni daite" ! Want to listen to it in his interpretation ;w; and also, he is gonna remake Machi, right? Just anxious about it. Cause usually... I don't really like remakes. I mean, I just said that my most fave performances from Heianyuki were "Jikuu" and "Eni wo yuite". I still have precious feelings for "Sora" but I didn't really like the live perf. of it in Heianyuki. and that's not about Tsuyo's vocal, it's about the arrangement of music. It was way different from original. Why? Don't like it. and about "2nd hand embarrassment" XD wow, you too, get embarrassed about such situations? XD wow~ I mean, I understand that! XD Like, Koichi's expressions when he tries too hard and such xD I actually try not to pay attention to that because well, don't wanna feel embarassed for him. E.g., the same about Remote. 8D couldn't finish 2 last episodes because of him and Kyoko :F esp her, so annoying at times >_>""

    16 Feb 11:12 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    I always wondered why he has become the way he is, how is it possible? But answers were in his lyrics. "We only come once, everyday comes only once." "I embraced all of myself that won't come a second time." You know, he made me realize this for myself, too. I used to trust in reincarnation, thus I was like "okay, our comings down to Earth are constant, so it's okay to live this life without doing your best." sounds terrible, right? And I'm glad there's Tsu with his music to make me come into feelings. But it's also the reason why I was hurt reading "Shamanippon is the first album I'm being truly honest in". But in the other hand, when I think about it, I cannot imagine him lying. Because music cannot lie, can it? I can't imagine a person who would lie composing lyrics and music. (And oh I'm sorry for babbling here about this so much it's just that I don't usually share this with anyone, so at least once, I wanted to say this out loud.)

    16 Feb 11:03 Responder
  • cassey_connors

    I'll probably give a try to both ATARU and Suna no Utsuwa ;) and omg, Akai Hidekazu! ;w; that gif! ;__; and today I've started to read "No longer human" by Osamu Dazai (we once talked about it...) and of course I went to tumblr and ,lol, okay ._. I want to watch both NS right noooow ._. stupid me, this weekend was supposed to be full of done homework, but haha. /Fail. and about Jikuu gif from your sidebar! I love this peformance and "Eni wo yuite" the most from Heianyuki, tbh. ;--; both were so exquisite and just beautiful. ♥ I dunno HOW he always arranges everything in such a details, when I think about it I feel like most BORING person ever . God. "Something like him making those circles and light above him with his everything? :) : <<- exactly. He's a wizard. Really! We once said that he's a deity. But he should be a bit of magician, too, don't you think? :) ♥ I wish I had at least 1% of his everything. But it's better the way it is. I mean,Tsuyoshi's everything being only his.

    16 Feb 10:56 Responder
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