s3nny

Here we are now. Entertain us.

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there were some things, that were said.
that weren't meant, like we never did.
not to be, overly dramatic.
i just think it's best, cause you can't miss what you forget.



They are afraid of being carried far away
To some place where they feel they don't belong
But deep inside they feel that maybe any place,
No matter how far away,
Would be better than home.



Some releases i want to check out:

-Music-
Woods Of Ypres - Woods V: Grey Skies & Electric Light [decent 5/10]
Alcest - Les Voyages De L'âme [light 8/10]
Les Discrets - Ariettes Oubliées... [light 8/10]

~Napalm Death - Utilitarian - February 27th, 2012
++Les Discrets - Ariettes Oubliées...
+Ihsahn - TBA - April 23rd, 2012
++Burzum - Umskiptar - May, 2012
+Katatonia - TBA - TBA 2012
~Fjoergyn - Monument Ende (Working Title) - TBA 2012
~Eyehategod - TBA - TBA 2012
+Om - TBA - TBA 2012
+Queens Of The Stone Age - TBA - TBA 2012
+Nine Inch Nails - TBA - TBA 2012
~Necrophagist - TBA - TBA 2012
+Gojira - TBA - TBA 2012
+Anathema - TBA - TBA 2012
++Cult Of Luna - TBA - TBA 2012
++The Ocean - TBA - TBA 2012
++Wintersun - Time - TBA 2012/2013
+Shining - VIII - TBA 2012/2013
+Godflesh - TBA - TBA 2012/2013
+Hypocrisy - TBA - TBA 2012/2013
+Nile - TBA - TBA 2012/2013
+Cynic - TBA - TBA 2012/2013
~God Is An Astronaut - TBA - 2013




-Games-
++Anno2070 [decent 6/10]
++DotA2 [BETA light 8/10]
++The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim [strong 8/10]

+Risen 2: Dark Waters - April 27th, 2012
++Diablo III - TBA, 2012
~Metro: Last Light - TBA, 2012
~Torchlight II - TBA, 2012
++Guild Wars 2 - TBA, 2012 [NEED D: /10]




Every time I'm on the street
People laugh and point at me
They talk about my length of hair
And the out of date clothes I wear

They say I look like the living dead
They say I can't have much in my head
They say my songs are much too slow
But they don't know the things I know

I know I don't belong
And there's nothing I can do
I was born too late
And I'll never be like you...



What if everything around you isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection - Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks?
Would you find yourself...
Find yourself afraid to see?




I'm a mountain that has been moved
I'm a river that is all dried up
I'm an ocean nothing floats on
I'm a sky that nothing wants to fly in
I'm a sun that doesn't burn hot
I'm a moon that never shows it's face
I'm a mouth that doesn't smile
I'm a word that no one ever wants to say.

I don't wanna be.



What if all the world's inside of your head
Just creations of your own?
Your devils and your gods, all the living and the dead
And you're really all alone?



Wir glaubten nie, wir sein am leben,
Und doch der Tod verschonte uns.
Kein Gedanke schenkt die Gunst,
Benennt dies Welt, die kalten Reben.
Die vom Grunde sich erstrecken,
Und unser Sein im Schwarz verstecken.
Als wären wir niemals geboren,
Ein reiner Streich der Phantasie.
Als hätte sich die Welt verschworen
Und den Menschen gab es nie.



Auf weiter Flur verhallt der Chor der toten Matrosen
Wie bebender Donner in heulender Nacht
Wir sind der Alptraum im Schlaf der Heuchelei
Wir sind erwacht



Yeah, you were right about me.
But can I get myself out from underneath
This guilt that will crush me
and in the choir I saw our sad Messiah.
He was bored and tired of my laments.
Said, "I died for you one time, but never again"



Now I lay here owing my life to a stranger
And I realize that empty words are not enough
I'm left here with the question of just
What have I to show except the promises I never kept?
I lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets



Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
And where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone else's words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun



Here I scream in agony, in loneliness and pain
The world around forsaken me – my life has gone insane
Here I scream in misery, frustration all around
I can’t heal all the wounds they sliced
just can be myself