• I'm all I'll ever be but all I can do is try.

    14 Jun 2011, 16:09



    All I know
    Is everything is not as it's sold
    but the more I grow the less I know
    And I have lived so many lives
    Though I'm not old
    And the more I see, the less I grow
    The fewer the seeds the more I sow

    Then I see you standing there
    Wanting more from me
    And all I can do is try
    Then I see you standing there
    Wanting more from me
    And all I can do is try

    I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
    And all the real people are really not real at all
    The more I learn the more I cry
    As I say goodbye to the way of life
    I thought I had designed for me

    Then I see you standing there
    Wanting more from me
    And all I can do is try
    Then I see you standing there
    I'm all I'll ever be
    But all I can do is try

    All of the moments that already passed
    We'll try to go back and make them last
    All of the things we want each other to be
    We never will be
    And that's wonderful, and that's life
    And that's you, baby
    This is me, baby
    And we are, we are, we are, we are
    Free
    In our love
    We are free in our love
  • I don't know who you were expecting

    8 Jun 2011, 21:03



    Buildings and bridges
    are made to bend in the wind
    to withstand the world,
    that's what it takes
    All that steel and stone
    is no match for the air, my friend
    what doesn't bend breaks
    what doesn't bend breaks

    we are made to bleed
    and scab and heal and bleed again
    and turn every scar into a joke
    we are made to fight
    and fuck and talk and fight again
    and sit around and laugh until we choke
    sit around and laugh until we choke

    I don't know who you were expecting
    probably some bitch who does not budge
    with eyes the size of snow
    I may get pissed off sometimes
    but you seem like the type to hold a grudge
    and in the end, I just let go...
  • And my heart grows a little colder.

    4 Oct 2010, 18:59



    I'm thinking to myself
    I gotta make a big decision today
    And I hope I choose a better tomorrow rather then a better yesterday
  • Look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive.

    30 Sep 2010, 18:51



    It's love that leaves and breaks the seal of always thinking you would be
    Real, happy and healthy, strong and calm, where does the good go
    Where does the good go
    Where do you go when you're in love and the world knows
    How do you live so happily while I am sad and broken down
    What do you say it's up for grabs now that you're on your way down
    Where does the good go, where does the good go
  • I want to crawl back inside my bed of sin.

    25 Sep 2010, 13:13



    I want to crawl back inside my mother's womb
    I want to shut out all the lights in this room
    I want to start fresh, like a baby in a sink
    Scrub away all these thoughts that I think of you

    So life moves slowly when you're waiting for it to boil
    Feel like I watch from 6 feet under the soil
    Still want to hold you and kiss behind your ears
    But I re-count the countless tears that I lost for you

    But before you finally go there's one thing you should know: That I promise -

    Starting now I'll never know your name
    Starting now I'll never feel the same
    Starting now I wish you never came into my world
  • Skyscrapers please forgive me.

    17 Ago 2010, 21:11



    And somehow in all the madness
    I thought that I was seeing straight
    It ain't always pretty but it seemed there was no other way
    And I guess all I ever loved
    Was standing right before my eyes
    And I, oh I, I was blind
  • Cause tramps like us, baby we were born to run.

    15 Ago 2010, 20:27



    Together we could break this trap
    We'll run till we drop, baby we'll never go back
    Will you walk with me out on the wire
    'Cause baby I'm just a scared and lonely rider
    But I gotta know how it feels
    I want to know if love is wild
    Babe I want to know if love is real
  • I pick up stones 'cause I might need them.

    9 Ago 2010, 20:49



    Sold my bed, no need to sleep these nights
    Walking rounds in search for stars these nights
    The sky is perfectly brown instead of black
    Let my shoes lead me forward, please bring me some luck
  • It hurts because it should.

    26 Jul 2010, 22:29



    Maybe a lie is what I need sometimes
    You told the most and best of anyone
    You said to "keep me in your pocket"
    So I carried you

    You better choose your words carefully
    Because I'm not your anything
    Gonna stay here in my place
    And you'll stay in yours because
    You're only good as what you're good for

    I pace around the room to spend the time
    Waiting while the burning pictures fade
    One thing to make your mind
    And another to say its name

    I could never be the one that you want, don't ask.
    Well, here's to living in the moment
    'Cause it passed, it passed.

    I'm still carrying a little hope that
    Maybe things could get different now
    Is that so wrong, is that so wrong, is that so wrong?
  • An unrescuable schizo.

    25 Jul 2010, 16:21



    In this same bar where you slammed down your hand
    And said "Amanda, I'm in love"
    No you're not
    You're just a sucker for the ones who use you
    And it doesn't matter what I say or do
    The stupid bastard's gonna have his way with you