Viernes 21 Jul 2006, 17:52

I just had to start listening to Carousel! I have just opened up a big bag of fond, distorted, hurtful, angry, depressing memories. I thought of an old friend and had to start investigating. How is he doing? Where is he? Why did he do what he did? Does he sleep well? Why am I going crazy!? I have avoioded this album for some time and now I am listening to it. Why? Did curiousity win out? YES!

I just want to forget about that time and move on. Maybe I need this to put things into perspective? This is not the only album that dredges up these mixed feelings. I can no longer stomach Ima Robot, The Motorhomes, Rufus Wainwright, Morcheeba, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, or Bossa Nova. I need to stay busy.