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    3 Ene 2011, 4:23

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  • LastFM Milestones

    9 Sep 2009, 15:13

    Last.FM Milestones5000th track: (03 Oct 2005)
    Hector Berlioz - Le damnation de Faust, Op. 24: Pandemonium (Scene 19)
    10000th track: (07 Dec 2005)
    Cowboy Junkies - Me and the Devil
    15000th track: (22 Feb 2006)
    Ghoultown - Fistful of Demons
    20000th track: (18 May 2006)
    Current 93 - Imperium IV
    25000th track: (30 Jul 2006)
    Pink Floyd - Burning Bridges
    30000th track: (27 Dec 2006)
    circe - Myrtle
    35000th track: (21 Nov 2007)
    Stratvm Terror - Plasma Erection
    40000th track: (17 Mar 2008)
    Rukkanor - Versus Jerusalem, Quarere Terram Sanctam!
    45000th track: (21 May 2008)
    Rose McDowall - This Calling
    50000th track: (02 Aug 2008)
    Do Shaska! - Herzliyya
    55000th track: (27 Oct 2008)
    Smersh - discoteca
    60000th track: (05 Jan 2009)
    Proiekt Hat - ...Nor Prejudice
    65000th track: (01 Mar 2009)
    Dødsdømd - Whispers from the Dark Angels
    70000th track: (22 Apr 2009)
    Static-X - Love Dump
    75000th track: (29 Jun 2009)
    The Angels of Light - How We End
    80000th track: (04 Sep 2009)
    the GazettE - BURIAL APPLICANT
    Generated on 09 Sep 2009
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    Track One is unavailable because it was scrobbled before 2005.

    Today is 9/9/9 or the day Evil was stood on its head.
  • Sometimes the Stupidity of Others Really Gets me down.

    14 Feb 2009, 8:24

    I read the crap on the Jew Group (new posts are sent to my RSS feed, so I know when they update) where they feel compelled to censor opposing thoughts (as apparently AndreaUrbanFox does), and post links to morons whining about how things she doesn't like is Nazi (I don't enjoy most Death/Black Metal either, it's boring). The Nazi's are Bad, but the Commies are good. The Nazi's (by common wisdom) killed 6 million Jews & about an equal number of non-Jews. That's about 12 million. By contrast, Stalin killed 23 million, and Mao killed 49-78 million.

    I am reminded of the Christians screaming that Science is of the Devil and that the world is only 6 thousand or so years old. Anyway, I am going to go to bed now & play with my children in the morning.
  • Sisters of Mercy and OhGr (a day in my life: 2008 11 23)

    23 Nov 2008, 20:44

    I am hungover, however OryCon 30 was fun, even though I was only able to hit room parties on Friday and attend the Dealers Room. I bought Adolf in Wonderland, two Serenity Comic compilations, Talebones & Tales of the Tai-Pan Universe #4.

    I took my second son (B) to the dealer's room & art show. He picked up a "Indiana Jones" hat and a pair of steam-punk goggles. He also spent part of his allowance on an original artwork of Cthulhu. I then bought everyone a T-Shirt, mine has an old tagline of mine: "Knowledge is Power. Power Corrupts. Study Hard, Be Evil." I picked up "What part of Bwa ha ha ha, don't you understand?" for my oldest (J). B got a Cthulhoid reading with the line "An insane hunger for books." My third child (A1) & fourth (A2) ended up with Pirate shirts (Caribbean & a Skellington).

    That evening I went and saw Sisters of Mercy then when he finished we trucked over to another concert to see OhGr. Thank you to D & M for ticket to OhGr and the pleasure of their company. It was also good to see M & K at SoM, and R, G & T at OhGr. Actually, I ran into a lot of people at the concerts who I had not seen in some time, many of which were from the erratic days. It is nice that so many have straightened their lives out.

    I almost got into a fight because some guy decided that in a packed venue where you could barely move, I was too close to his girlfriend.
  • Philosophy on the Jerry Springer Show (Old Internet Classic)

    25 Sep 2008, 3:48

    Crowd: Jer-ry! Jer-ry! Jer-ry!

    Jerry: Today's guests are here because they can't agree on fundamental philosophical principles. I'd like to welcome Todd to the show.

    Todd enters from backstage.

    Jerry: Hello, Todd.

    Todd: Hi, Jerry.

    Jerry: (reading from card) So, Todd, you're here to tell your girlfriend something. What is it?

    Todd: Well, Jerry, my girlfriend Ursula and I have been going out for three years now. We did everything together. We were really inseparable. But then she discovered post-Marxist political and literary theory, and it's been nothing but fighting ever since.

    Jerry: Why is that?

    Todd: You see, Jerry, I'm a traditional Cartesian rationalist. I believe that the individual self, the "I" or ego is the foundation of all metaphysics. She, on the other hand, believes that the contemporary self is a socially constructed, multi-faceted subjectivity reflecting the political and economic realities of late capitalist consumerist discourse.

    Crowd: Ooooohhhh!

    Todd: I know! I know! Is that infantile, or what?

    Jerry: So what do you want to tell her today?

    Todd: I want to tell her that unless she ditches the post-modernism, we're through. I just can't go on having a relationship with a woman who doesn't believe I exist.

    Jerry: Well, you're going to get your chance. Here's Ursula!

    Ursula storms onstage and charges up to Todd.

    Ursula: Patriarchal colonizer!

    She slaps him viciously. Todd leaps up, but the security guys pull them apart before things can go any further.

    Ursula: Don't listen to him! Logic is a male hysteria! Rationality equals oppression and the silencing of marginalized voices!

    Todd: The classical methodology of rational dialectic is our only road to truth! Don't try to deny it!

    Ursula: You and your dialectic! That's how it's been through our whole relationship, Jerry. Mindless repetition of the post-Enlightenment meta-narrative. "You have to start with radical doubt, Ursula." "Post-structuralism is just classical sceptical thought re-cast in the language of semiotics, Ursula."

    Crowd: Booo! Booo!

    Jerry: Well, Ursula, come on. Don't you agree that the roots of contemporary neo-Leftism simply have to be sought in Enlightenment political philosophy?

    Ursula: History is the discourse of powerful centrally located voices marginalizing and de-scribing the sub-altern!

    Todd: See what I have to put up with? Do you know what it's like living with someone who sees sex as a metaphoric demonstration of the anti-feminist violence implicit in the discourse of the dominant power structure? It's terrible. She just lies there and thinks of Andrea Dworkin. That's why we never do it any more.

    Crowd: Wooooo!

    Ursula: You liar! Why don't you tell them how you haven't been able to get it up for the past three months because you couldn't decide if your penis truly had essential Being, or was simply a manifestation of Mind?

    Todd: Wait a minute! Wait a minute!

    Ursula: It's true!

    Jerry: Well, I don't think we're going to solve this one right away. Our next guests are Louis and Tina. And Tina has a little confession to make!

    Louis and Tina come onstage. Todd and Ursula continue bickering in the background.

    Jerry: Tina, you are... (reads cards) ... an existentialist, is that right?

    Tina: That's right, Jerry. And Louis is, too.

    Jerry: And what did you want to tell Louis today?

    Tina: Jerry, today I want to tell him...

    Jerry: Talk to Louis. Talk to him.

    Crowd hushes.

    Tina: Louis... I've loved you for a long time...

    Louis: I love you, too, Tina.

    Tina: Louis, you know I agree with you that existence precedes essence, but...well, I just want to tell you I've been reading Nietzsche lately, and I don't think I can agree with your egalitarian politics

    Crowd: Wooooo! Woooooo!

    Louis: (shocked and disbelieving) Tina, this is crazy. You know that Sartre clarified all this way back in the 40's.

    Tina: But he didn't take into account Nietzsche's radical critique of democratic morality, Louis. I'm sorry. I can't ignore the contradiction any longer!

    Louis: You got these ideas from Victor, didn't you? Didn't you?

    Tina: Don't you bring up Victor! I only turned to him when I saw you were seeing that dominatrix! I needed a real man! An Uber-man!

    Louis: (sobbing) I couldn't help it. It was my burden of freedom. It was too much!

    Jerry: We've got someone here who might have something to add. Bring out...Victor!

    Victor enters. He walks up to Louis and sticks a finger in his face.

    Victor: Louis, you're a classic post-Christian intellectual. Weak to the core!

    Louis: (through tears) You can kiss my Marxist ass, Reactionary Boy!

    Victor: Herd animal!

    Louis: Lackey!

    Louis throws a chair at Victor; they lock horns and wrestle. The crowd goes wild. After a long struggle, the security guys pry them apart.

    Jerry: Okay, okay. It's time for questions from the audience. Go ahead, sir.

    Audience member: Okay, this is for Tina. Tina, I just wanna know how you can call yourself an existentialist, and still agree with Nietzsche's doctrine of the Ubermensch. Doesn't that imply a belief in intrinsic essences that is in direct contradiction with with the fundamental principles of existentialism?

    Tina: No! No! It doesn't. We can be equal in potential, without being equal in eventual personal quality. It's a question of Becoming, not Being.

    Audience member: That's just disguised essentialism! You're no existentialist!

    Tina: I am so!

    Audience member: You're no existentialist!

    Tina: I am so an existentialist, bitch!

    Ursula stands and interjects.

    Ursula: What does it [bleep] matter? Existentialism is just a cover for late capitalist anti-feminism! Look at how Sartre treated Simone de Beauvoir!

    Women in the crowd cheer and stomp.

    Tina: [Bleep] you! Fat-ass Foucaultian ho!

    Ursula: You only wish you were smart enough to understand Foucault, bitch!

    Tina: You the bitch!

    Ursula: No, you the bitch!

    Tina: Whatever! Whatever!

    Jerry: We'll be right back with a final thought! Stay with us!

    Commercial break for debt-consolidation loans, ITT Technical Institute, and Psychic Alliance Hotline.

    Jerry: Hi! Welcome back. I just want to thank all our guests for being here,and say that I hope you're able to work through your differences and find happiness, if indeed happiness can be extracted from the dismal miasma of warring primal hormonal impulses we call human relationship.

    (turns to the camera)

    Well, we all think philosophy is just fun and games. Semiotics, deconstruction, Lacanian post-Freudian psychoanalysis, it all seems like good, clean fun. But when the heart gets involved, all our painfully acquired metaphysical insights go right out the window, and we're reduced to battling it out like rutting chimpanzees. It's not pretty. If you're in a relationship, and differences over the fundamental principles of your respective subjectivities are making things difficult, maybe it's time to move on. Find someone new, someone who will accept you and the way your laughably limited human intelligence chooses to codify and rationalize the chaos of existence. After all, in the absence of a clear, unquestionable revelation from God, that's all we're all doing anyway. So remember: take care of yourselves -- and each other.

    Announcer: Be sure to tune in next time, when KKK strippers battle it out with transvestite omnisexual porn stars! Tomorrow on Springer.
  • My Fans say "FUCK YOU YOU FREAK"

    4 Ago 2008, 20:33

    Last Wednesday, I answered a shout on the Crypto-Fa list from roko1. He wrote "what ecactlly is Crypto-Fascism?" (sic). Now, bear in mind that to get to the shouts, one has to pass by a rather lengthy exposition on what Crypto-Fa is (one that I am on record opposing as too clear). I simply wrote back "roko1: the first step is the use of a spell checker. You are from the UK, you should know how to spell some variant of English." I also posted this to his shoutbox on his personal page.

    I have my account set to notify me if I receive a shout, a message, etc. Today I noticed an email indicating that roko1 had left me a shout. The text in the email read "fuckinhell behead me or hang me at least.. a spelling error on the internet!! check this spelling..FUCK YOU YOU FAT FUCK!"

    Perhaps he was still stinging from the prior criticism of his spelling, or perhaps because he realized that he didn't have a reference picture to gauge my physical girth -- whatever the reason, the text I read when I refreshed my profile read "wow hang me or at least behead me..a spelling error on the internet, Check this spelling..FUCK YOU YOU FREAK!"

    I do give kudos for the vast improvement stylistically with the second comment. The decrease in profanity (only one use of the word 'fuck' rather than three) and the lack of spelling errors (Internet is ubiquitous enough that using a lower case 'i' is a minor issue) is greatly appreciated. I tried to write a response, sadly he seems to have blocked my ability to post to his shoutbox (cowards go way down in my estimation). Anyway, below is what I would have posted:

    Rest assured that your opinion will be given all due consideration. The fact that others make errors in no way mitigates one's own personal quest for excellence. You may find comfort in mediocrity or otherwise utilizing the mean for your baseline of conduct, but I don't, and I don't really feel that it is very "crypto-fa" to reside within the herd or otherwise succumb to the spirit of gravity (q.v. Nietzsche).

    I know that I should abstain from commenting on this, as the proper use of the comma is indeed one of my weak points, especially on the Internet, but I do believe that in both UK & US English, the proper grammar would be "Fuck you, you freak." the duplication of "you" otherwise being a grammatical error. I do appreciate the revision that you made, as "fuckinhell" is rather vague, is it missing the 'g' and a space ("fucking hell") or is it missing dashes ("fuck-in-hell"). Obviously the second does seem to be the more pleasurable of the two, and, given my religious preferences, might even be construed as a blessing.

    Anyway, the novelty is wearing off, so care!


    This reminds me of the time I was kicked off of a "Left-Hand Path" list for being to negative. I pointed out to all these prototype Satanic Uber-mensch-in-training that (a) Ubermensch should use a spell-checker on the eList homepage; (b) changing the god-names in Crowley's rituals to some name of Satan (e.g. Lucifer, Satan, etc) is not original work; and (c) they were all totally dependent on the people to which they pretended to be superior such that they would all die if those "inferior" people were gone & thus they were necessarily weaker than those they depended upon. Kids these days.
  • Funny Christian Antics

    23 Jun 2008, 20:36

    So, I regularly check my Recent Visitors list for new and interesting people (not that the old visitor's are not interesting as well -- hello Galgenterrorist). Yesterday, it being a fine Sunday, I was worshiping after the rising idols that is my music collection. Going to LastFM, I noticed a new visitor, rolli1, whose icon had (at that time) a cartoon guy in a wheelchair. Checking out his profile, I noticed that his collection of music was all gospel/Christian oriented, with a smattering of bands like Abba. Perplexed, I posted a shout (now deleted) asking how he managed to get to my profile -- it's not like he followed a music link or I showed up in his neighbors list. Shortly thereafter another user appeared, ToggleBlub, whose profile indicates that she is also a German Christian (& since she uses the Anglicized spelling of the Hebrew for Christ, I am assuming that she is of Jewish descent) & whose icon was an Israeli flag. I tried to ask her why I was suddenly so popular, but sadly she has shouts turned off.

    Today, rolli1 showed up again, this time his icon was also an Israeli flag. I tried to ask him if he wanted some song recommendations, but he now has his shoutbox turned off as well. Evidently the German Zionist contingent is monitoring my profile (Ohnoez!).

    It is very amusing. I'll have to listen to Projekt Hat's Resolution 3379 a few more times.
  • Open Mind Index == 88 (hahahahaha)

    22 Jun 2008, 5:40

    First I am quite proud to announce that as I listen to more and more varied bands and music, my Open Mind index goes down.

    Remember kids, an Open Mind is like a Fortress with its Doors Open and Gates Unbarred.

    Second, not only have I finally dropped below 100, I have a coveted '88,' the secret code phrase of Nazi's everywhere. By secret, I mean secret like the "Secret Devil Sign" (of Heavy Metal fame), the "Secret Society" of Freemasonry (oh yeah like no one knows about them) or like Rob Halford's sexuality before he outed himself (have you watched any Judas Priest videos from the 80's?). It would be even better if there were fourteen genres listed, but they stopped at ten. Wimps. It's probably a Zionist plot...




  • Turmoil, can you feel my pain?

    20 Jul 2007, 8:35

    First off, let me apologize, I am on Percocet right now due to some dental issues, so if this rambles, my apologies.

    I listen to one Pop album (Marilyn Manson) -- well two if you count the EBM "Trance to the Sun" -- but anyway, one album and now I have a slew of various aggro-pop people in my neighbors? Hell, 11 tracks of MM compared to 25 Toroidh.

    This bit of trivial fluff brought to you be boredom and pain killers.