Secondary writings ought not to disturb my fotolog

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To my special fan

I’m flattered with the time you’ve been dedicating
Not only to read everything I write straightaway
But to follow me closely to see what’s going on

I’ve realized you miss being the subject of my writing
And I’ve decided I could have a little time to waste
To make something good out of an act of desperation

You mean to be cruel by the things you’ve written
So here’s a piece of advice from your beloved idol
As sour as it is the elixir of the forgotten…

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Intermission

It's the cold heavy goodbye
It's the longing for a last kiss
It's the painful rage of loving
It's the restless willing to be peaceful
It's the denial
It's the regreting

It's the long deep silence
that fosters reminiscence
It's the long deep breath
It's the long deep gap
It's the question mark that makes you sore
It's having to get used to not having anymore

It's the distant sad gaze
averting from the maze
It's the aching of the scar
It's the wish of never being far
It's the time when the past rises from its grave…

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The Painter

He seeks the perfect landscape
One that could make a masterpiece
He's painted such empty lands
with coal in his hands

That is why he is trying to avoid
Paiting a thing without analizing well
He's tried to sketch some butterflies
But they don't stand for as long as he likes

He's bought the latest painting stuff
Brushes, crayons and colors
And goes far to a place he doesn't know
Hoping to find a scene that touches his soul

On the way back home he's disappointed
He passes by where he'd thrown his old tools away
He…

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Carta à Lua e ao Mar

Inspiração e consolo
Coragem e resignação
Cúmplice e testemunha

Olhando vocês me fiz mistério
Vendei meus olhos pra me ver por dentro
E sempre fui desvendado

Lua, tantas vezes pedi
Ajuda a tua magia
Paz ao teu brilho
Proteção como amigo

Luz que foi palco de grandes amores
E que reluziu em tantas lágrimas
Te agradeço por me mostrar
O que realmente é bom pra mim

Mar, tantas vezes te encarei
Respeitando tua força
Invejando tua paciência
E encantado por ti

Som que ouviu tantos rancores
E deu ritmo a muitas caminhadas
Te…

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Invincible

Comfort this soul
I'm restlessly in peace
Take it away
Give me restlessness

Fill this hole
I'm surroundedly alone
Put a bullet through my chest
Give me loneliness

Dry my face
I'm numbly sentimental
Tear me apart
Give me tears

Hold my hand
I'm selfishly tender
Drag my attention
Give me jealousy

Take me on
I'm shamefully Invincible
Defeat me
Give me love
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Olhos de Oceano

Te conheci quando era ainda uma criança
E hoje contigo eu vejo que ainda sou
Tantos problemas na mesma infância
E de algum modo a gente superou

Falhas ficam na nossa personalidade
E só um consegue entender o outro
É um transmimento de pensação
Um desvendar de coração

O nosso silêncio nos traduz
O nosso olhar nos condena
E é nos teus olhos de oceano
Que a minha alma se acalenta

Te amo por tudo e por nada
Por ser responsável e co-autora de mim
Te sinto presente ou ausente
Basta pensar em ti

A música…

Metalinguagem

Non voglio più scherzare
This I know for sure
But with whom?

Non lo so cosa fare
This is far too obvious
Oblivious, perhaps?

Que vias são claras de olhos fechados?

Forse illuderci insieme
This is not at all unconscious
Will it be worth to run the mile?

Forse morire oppure uccidere
The gun is loaded over the silence
Who will aim at whom/at?

Se sai entendo vive não é porque e não

Tradirò il mio cuore perchè non sai capire
Yeah, like I could…
Could you, eventually?

Sono perduto davanti a mille bussole
Shorten that to a question…

The ruins of a fortress are so beautiful

The church inside it smells like corruption
The walls full of gold shine blood
It’s made of stones and skulls
The Cross in front of it suffers

A tunnel of stone bows invites me to come closer
Hidden ways throughout the path murmur deadly secrets
Unseen eyes are still crying
Undead souls are still dying

The dungeons of it breathe disgrace
The rattling of chains gives you headaches
The floor is tamped with starving corpses
Gravity is felt a great deal

An opened stone window wants to show me more
It frames…

Closure

All the ends have a begining
And all the beginings are the same
You work to make it work
Your heart just feels no shame

All the lasting relations start complicated
And all the implications are related
You try so hard
To make you never be apart

But you were here,
And I was here…
Couldn`t we open our eyes to see us there?
But I was here,
And you were here…
Wasn`t it quite enough to take each other`s care?

We used to look for completion
And then we were just used to
We used to be in…

Puzzle

It shows not quite exactly what's inside
In the end you can only see it from a distance
It's full of cracks, it'll never be perfect

Too many pieces
Everytinhg seems to fit as long as the colors match
Too many options

Starting with the borders
Too many hands to help out
But they only seem to know how to separate them

The frame is done
Only four could do the hard work
It's time to think about the motive

We could only change it when there's a better place
Leave it alone
Let's focus on what fits

The…