LewisElrick

I dont know how all people haven't got mental health problems
thinking is one of those stressful things i've ever come across
and not being able to articulate what i want to say drives me crazy
i think i should try and read more books and learn some new words
my sister used to read the dictionary i'm going to start with that
i'd like to travel i want to see india and the pyramids, a whale and that race with all the bycicles in France
i'm not sure about rivers they scare me
but i love swimming i'm good at it
when i swim i think about numbers, i count the laps
when i was younger i saw a house burnt down and i walked past it everyday for the next six years
derelict black chalky and dangerous i wondered if squatters lived there?
still not sure but i know there were not any parties coz it was shit
after a while the council got round to tidying up the town making it less offensive here and there
they say it was an eye sore so they tore it down
behind the house there was a wall with a few bits of crappy graffiti and the word cunt written on it in giant letters and i now i walk pass that
i like sitting in the park and i like walking through it
i like taking my dogs there and friends and i like being alone
i like flowers and simplicity
i like compassion and thoughtful gifts
i like being able to shout but i wish i could be quiet
but when i'm quiet people think i'm sad and usually i am
sometimes when i'm at a busy trainstation somewhere big with noisy trains like kings cross
i feel like putting down my bags and shouting out because i have something to say
don't you want to share the guilt?
don't think just try and sleep!

cracked like the cameo-oh-oh-oh-oh
castle with bloody moat


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dont get hassled by stuff you dont need,
too much money, drugs, sleep, sugar, clothes whatever,
all of it will make you feel like shit if you have too much of the same thing,
just balance it out a bit,
go for walks, read the news, get some good, loyal friends,
let yourself be amused by little things,
and remember - in an attack,
stay calm and deep breathe